Remember the job at the new gym I was talking about? I finally quit it. It was a tough decision but after evaluating why I took the job in the first place and how much time it was taking up I decided it was time for me to move on. The exciting news?? I bought a Pilates Reformer! For those of you that don’t know, a reformer is a large piece of Pilates equipment. MY initial plan was to teach clients from my home, but the more I think about it, the more I am having second thoughts about that as well. I’m still struggling to figure out what I really want from life and right now, being a stay at home mom/ part time fitness instructor feels pretty good to me.
As far as being a mom goes, Cyrus is now 11 months old! I can’t believe that time has flown by so quickly!
I didn’t think I could love anyone so much, but my heart explodes with love for him everyday.
Without a doubt I can say that being a mom is my favorite job but I still feel that it is not enough.
I think that that is a theme in my life. I never feel like I am good enough, worthy enough, pretty enough. I wish I could be objective when it comes to myself. I guess there is room for improvement with everyone. I am still trying to figure myself out and where I need to improve the most.
Any tips? Where do you think you need to improve?